Tabaluga's

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby,  yea. Tabby looking back life was so tough with oppressive and mentally ill parents.

[TAB]

when I think back there was a time when father seemed  happy, just remember most of the time he did not talk to us, was mentally ok verbally abusive to mother all day, every day plus never laet her have any money or go anywhere there's a name for it now ok 'Coercive Control' .. plus he had  PTSD and some sort of God complex ...

@Meowmy 

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby, well both got through diffucult parents ha and we are both more comfortable with ourselves.ha

[TAB]

I was the bad person , sister etc beyond reproach, smartest people in the room.. yet they got more help from parents than I could have ever imagined. she was saying wanted her share of parents money  as 'why shouldnt she be rewarded for doing well' despite having millions... they were given money for wedding (obv I never got lol) houses , given fake jobs that brother in law charged above market rates after they went a bit stupid on O/S holiday  ha ha lol lots smoke and mirrors , yet I was the Devil.................

@Meowmy 

[Glisten]

@Meowmy that is the loveliest thing, I needed to hear. 
Thank you for being my friend 🌻

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby, you're a good person. You will do well as trainer

[TAB]

.. ha yeah @Meowmy  maybe start my own company, no one else wants to employ me .. lolo ............... re Trainer ..

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby, you will find something that interests you and you can keep going

[TAB]

I dont really want to be a librarian that badly that will add another $12-20k for post grad cert/diploma

@Meowmy  am starting to realise I invested a bit in this freaken course , anyhoo, maybe have to travel interstate re bad employers here....