not coping

[Snowie]

Sounds good @outlander 

Have to pick up S from work tonight so will be a late one for me.

What have you got on tomorrow?

[outlander]

i have a long shift tomorrow from 12-10 @Snowie so i plan to sleep in so ill make it til 10pm

[Snowie]

That is a long shift @outlander Hopefully you can stay awake for it!!

A sleep in sounds good. Hoping for one myself.

[outlander]

I have to stay awake it’s high care @Snowie but I’m usually asleep now by 730/8 sometimes 7 because of my fatigue levels. Normally I wouldn’t be doing this shift I would be doing the morning and be able to sleep in a little and be finished by 3 but they needed someone to fill in. I guess being Sunday it’s good rates for me.
I’ve only got a slee in till 7 now as I have a visitor for pop at 8 briefly but only time I could fit it in while they’re in the area so have to take them down to see him.

[Snowie]

Well hopefully if you are busy at work then it will go quickly @outlander 

D likes working Sundays, for the rates!!

Hopefully you can be asleep soon.

[outlander]

It never goes quick with this client @Snowie so a long shift will feel like forever. Hopefully football is on. He likes that and will entertain him.

I’m just going for a shower and then I’ll lay on the lounge. I no longer sleep in my bed I sleep on the lounge now

[Snowie]

Hey hon @outlander 

You would be at work now. I hope it is going ok.

Sending 💕💕

[outlander]

Yeah jt went ok @Snowie just getting home so I can shower and then back up at 5 for a 6am shift tomorrow

[Snowie]

@outlander early morning then.

Hope work is going ok hon 

[outlander]

it is tough @Snowie life is hard. im tired.
its lonley here. i hardly speak to anyone. i come home and im alone so much now. i dont even want music or tv anymore i just sit in silence.
i hope one day it changes. the isolation and lonliness is alot harder then i expected