Not good @outlander
It must feel strange being in the house by yourself. I am assuming it will take awhile to get used to it.
Just take your time with the house @outlander It's not a sprint. I'm sure you have a lot of things to go through each day. If your Pop was like my Pop, he had collected a lot over the years.
My pop didn't throw anything away when my Grandma passed away @outlander Sounds like your pop was the same.
What are you doing with everything? Selling it, giving it away, relatives taking it?