Hi @Paperdaisy just woke up this afternoon ,had a shower but other issues have presented themselves today,my teen sibling has decided to stay home from school today because hes not feeling emotionally well,I checked on him and he seems to be withdrawn,down,it was suposed to be his year levels imunisation day today which I just found out by email so that will need to be resceduled,while dealing with this my romantic Interest tried to video call me but my phone was going flat so couldnt answer,personally Im realising how much I need to work on my thinking patterns and how hard it can be to change thinking habits from negative to positive,but I did get up and have a shower and something to drink,mind you I had a strange well two strange dreams last night about huge family reunions,I must really be missing family connections,as for romantic interest well thats where Im trying to change my thinking and behaviour from negative to positive although thats partly why I was so wired last night ,worrying and thinking about that,But I am safe ,I am ok,things have settled for now,I just wish my upcoming Birthday would hurry up and get here so my Birthday can be other with as I feel theres more important things to think about and cause I know that said birthday wont be that good anyway cause of lack of finances due to bills needing to be paid off.
