I can’t cope

[tyme]

I didn't know there were associated side effects @Captain24 ...

When I've droped in the past, I didn't feel any side effects.

I've been thinking about dropping altogether. I'll ask my doc about it in the future...

[Captain24]

She did warn me but I didn’t think it’d happen so soon. I’m almost at half the original dose. @tyme I’m at the stage that I don’t want to come off it anymore. But I know that I have too.

Im glad it didn’t happen to you. It’s 9 stages of hell. One thing.. I have no appetite so I don’t have the munchies! I guess no munchies is a positive. 

I’ll warn anyone coming off it to be careful. 

Im in a group on facebook and someone is having similar issues but others had no problem and dropped it quicker. The person that’s having trouble had to slow down the reduction. 

[tyme]

I never thought this would happen. I'm going to have a look into it. Thanks for the heads up @Captain24 

[Captain24]

Thanks for supporting me @tyme 

Have a good night

[tyme]

Heya @Captain24  . How're you?

[Captain24]

Hey @tyme 

I just got home from work. 

Im not great but a lot better than yesterday! This is why I think it’s withdrawal

How are you? 

[tyme]

Wow... I didn't realise @Captain24 !

I really hope things improve. It's amazing what meds, hormones, lack of sleep can do to our bodies and really send us off the rails a bit...

Thank you for your post yesterday where you shared that you were really trying. I really appreciated you letting us know that you were doing whatever you could to stay on top of things.

How's Pix and Jett today? Has Pix been on your bed since?

[Captain24]

After talking to my psych yesterday she gave me things to try and reminded me of the beyond now app. Which is why I was trying. @tyme. I didn’t want you to think I wasn’t. 

We’ll see what this week brings when I don’t change it. I have an appointment with my psych Tuesday afternoon before I go to work. She really wants to monitor me and monitor the disassociation. It’s really bad.

I have a question… do you disassociate? 

Pix and Jett are good. They get so excited when I get home. I just had a shower and both had to lick the water drops off my legs! 

Pix hasn’t been back up yet. When I’m around she expects me to pick her up but I push her up the stairs.