Congradulations @Former-Member, it is a good thing to learn to swim, i remember when my mum and dad took me to the pool for the first time, i had my floaties on and jumped into the pool, and old lady came up to mum and dad and said "wow your little boy has learned to swim well at a young age" and my parents replied, "this is his first time in the water" lol, i suppose being star sign Aquarious i am a water person. 
Please rest up @Former-Member, you have sounded exhausted all week. how are you settling in to your place?
Thank you @Mazarita, yes it was a terrible week, so low, my moods are all over the place, i am finding it harder and harder to control how i feel, i think of you often too, you are all my family now, i have so many brothers and sisters now, it is nice to have the support of the sane family. 