Share a cuppa?

[ArraDreaming]

Yeah the door was fine but I had to fix it, I’m just crabby @amber22 

[amber22]

Don't be sorry at all @mr-robot-75 I am so grateful that you share how you feel with me and that you were vulnerable with me, it means a lot to me. I am sorry that you are going through that at the moment. I love your rational mind, and I hope that you continue to listen to it and follow it, because it really does want the best for you, but I know how that can be extremely difficult when you're in a dark place. You sound like you've been through a lot recently, are you currently talking to anyone about it and what you have been through? I'm sitting with you ❤️

[amber22]

I hope that you feel better after some me-time and a good nights sleep, it sounds like a hard day, I'm sending virtual hugs @ArraDreaming 

[mr-robot-75]

@amber22 I'm part of the Guided Peer Support program- I have my next appointment on Thursday i think.  I've also finally got a psychologist again but won't be seeing her until February.  

I think the worst part is that I'm not even sure how to begin putting my life back together, or even if it's worth the effort. My mind at the moment is just saying well if the world doesn't want me around,  what's the point of even trying to be part of it?  I know that's not rational but... that's where I am right now.  This is the third time I've had to completely rebuild my life and at 47 I'm getting way too old to do it.  

[ArraDreaming]

Thanks @amber22 

just one of those days where everything annoys you, heading to the dinosaur themed circus/amusement tomorrow with the boys 😊😊

[amber22]

You're never to old to rebuild your life, and it takes such courage and strength to do so, so the fact that this is your third time shows how resilient you've been @mr-robot-75 I'm glad to hear that you have an appointment on Thursday and that you're able to see your psychologist in a months time. I think that speaking about it out loud with someone else can bring a lot of clarity and a lot of closure. And it's totally okay to not be rational about things, our thoughts often aren't, so don't put any pressure on yourself about it.

[amber22]

Oh that sounds amazing!! The boys will love that, I hope you have the best time @ArraDreaming Can't wait to hear all about it

[mr-robot-75]

Thanks @amber22 - have a great evening - I am going to try and sleep !!

[amber22]

Good morning @mr-robot-75 

How was your sleep? Just checking in how you are going today 🙂 

Amber22

[amber22]

Good morning everyone! 

Having a big cup of coffee this morning (and maybe another one later) because I am very tired today. It was thundering all night so my sleep wasn't very good, and my poor dog was also very scared so had to make sure she was with me in bed. 

I hope you all have a good day today!

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