Good Morning!

[TAB]

Ok first things first like adjusting sound, track selection @StuF 

[Former-Member]

I think your partner is having an affair @MDT and don't think she is being honest with you. You mentioned it a few weeks ago that you thought she was being unfaithful, I did cast a horary astrological chart and it without mentioning it saw all the signs.

Venus the planet of love was in the 12th house of clandestine activity and extramarital affairs. Its a classic placement for venus and an affair. It was also forming a hard angle to uranus the planet of shock and surprise. If its venus in the twelfth house forming angles with planets like mars or uranus then its even more likely. 

I would be very careful with this woman as I sense deception. Whatever you choose to do with this is up to you but you did mention it publicly here several weeks ago and the fact you suspected she was cheating on you.

She may be wanting Australian residency and your money.

I still have the horary chart if you want me to post it.

[StuF]

Haha @TAB !!

[MDT]

@Former-Member
She said she didn't want money or even points for PR
If we break up it won't be because of money or PR stuff. It'll be because we want to see other people. She's got other options as well for her visa.

I've realised that I'm too focused the negative experiences we have had. Not the positive. Honestly I've trapped myself into thinking too much about and analysing things that are minuscule.

Everyone is an individual in the end and I think I have placed too much emphasis on my emotional state.

I'm off to a philosophy meetup.

[TAB]

Self #1 @MDT  let others sink or swim on their own merits

[TAB]

Yes re probation @MDT  plus say bye to gf by sounds too . Take it easy 

[Judi9877]

Good morning and good afternoon @StuF @MDT @Former-Member @TAB @amber22 @Shaz51 @Snowie @Former-Member @hanami @greenpea @maddison @Eve7 and all forumites here. I hope your day has gone well.

As for me, I had a down day yesterday where all I basically did was hide in my room under the doona - Melbourne was cold yesterday so it suited my mood perfectly- and didn’t get much completed. Today, I’ve managed to perk up a little and complete one assessment for my course with another 2 to go which I plan to look at tomorrow. I’m feeling a little overwhelmed with things in my life still and think I need a refresh in order to get things back on track mentally such as doing everyday tasks around the house and eating properly again. My housemate still thinks I should ask for a PARCS admission because she’s scared of me getting mentally worse so I’m seriously considering it when I have my next appointment with the psych registrar on Tuesday. Maybe I need 2 weeks away just to get back on track and refocus for the year ahead. Worst case is it’s a 2 week holiday with nothing much achieved (I think PARCS is now more tokenistic in its actions with only a 2 week maximum stay due to demand for its services here in Victoria and only the bare minimum being able to be achieved because of the time frame and the workers don’t really care as much because of this- my opinion only of course!). Anyhow, that’s up in the air until Tuesday afternoon. I did manage to call an aged care facility earlier today to see if they wanted my excess wool that I found when I cleaned my bedroom on Sunday and they’re prepared to take it which is good so at least some old folk will be able to use it instead of it going to waste. I’ll just wait for a call for the facility to come and collect it from my house. I’ve still got lots of wool in my collection to use so I won’t miss giving the excess wool away. Let’s just say I’ve got so much wool and so many projects but not enough time to use it all so lots of blankets will be getting knitted for charity before I purchase some more!

Take care!

Judi9877☺️🌻

[Shaz51]

Take care my friend @Judi9877 , sending you lots of hugs today ❤❤

[StuF]

Hi @Judi9877 

Well Done on getting an assignment completed! Awesome effort.

Glad you perked up a bit today. And it sounds like you're taking an open minded approach to PARCS. Best discussed with your psych registrar; good plan.

I'm sure the 'old folk' will appreciate the wool. Very generous of you 🙂

You take care too

[MDT]

Being a free agent is key I think @TAB
Both of us are free to leave at any point
But over analysing it is too much to handle and I can get lost in all sorts of rabbit holes. So why even bother trying to explain it all to myself?

I gave to start by being better to myself in my thought life. No more musing. Just pick the goal and work towards it.

Sometimes I think I may be bipolar

Lol

Just having garlic bread and beer before philosophy meetup