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[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79  mum had a great 90 birthday party on the saturday.  on sunday she was in hospital with chest pains ended up being a blocked artery and a huge hiates hernia! she is shaken will call her this afternoon.  on sunday waiting for ambos my hands were shaking like crazy.  am okay glad to be back home 🙂 x

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins holy crap! You will both be in my thoughts and prayers, I'm not a very religious person but I've prayed more in the last 6 months than I have for the last 45 years. I can't help but wonder what the heck is going on in the universe with everything happening to everyone. 

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79   thank you Sparky79 i know what you mean.  seeing mum so small and vulnerable  in her bed made me stress out to the max tbh.

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins seeing parents get old and frail is one of the many cruel things in life. I remember seeing my dad, a man whom I looked up to all my life, getting older, his body giving out on him, suffering from depression as a result of his health and his quality of life. I knew he wanted to escape life as when he had a back operation he told them to put him down as do not resuscitate. He survived that surgery and my mum lost her sh*t at him when she found out. Unfortunately cancer took him just after christmas a few years ago, but I know he's in a better place, away from the narcissists who then turned their attention to me. 

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79   i am sorry you lost your dad 😞  . funny in a weird way my dad died in 25 years ago and i was so happy .... he was an awful man who made my life and my mothers life a misery.  when he died i could breathe again. i was lucky he had a massive stroke and died at 76.

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins I'm glad that you and your mum had closure, was able to escape him, life always seems to workout somehow, that faith and hope keeps me here and fighting the crapfest that life can be. 

[Sparky79]

Mwah ha ha ha it's alive! Alive I tell you! @Bunniekins pity I can't fix my life as well as I can fix everything else! I got my laser up and running again!

 

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79  arent you clever 😄  we have a dodgy air extractor fan thingy wish you were here to fix it for us!

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins if only you were local! I'd be happy to help

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79  i know you would 😄  . i think the wiring is as old as the house which would be about 30 years old....