โ25-12-2020 12:20 AM
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SILENT NIGHT ๐ถ
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โ25-12-2020 12:59 AM
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"PEACE ON EARTH &
GOOD WILL TO MANKIND"
โ25-12-2020 01:16 AM
โ29-12-2020 02:24 AM
โ29-12-2020 02:24 AM
Hi @Former-Member
im so glad I found this thread. Your faith seems to really strengthen you. When itโs the middle of the night and often during the day all I wish for is that Jesus would my hand. I know He is there but this walk with MI is so lonely. Some days it is too hard. Have you ever felt like that?
Thanks.
โ29-12-2020 12:28 PM
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โ29-12-2020 02:43 PM
โ29-12-2020 02:43 PM
Hello @Former-Member @and welcome to the forums .... ๐
โ29-12-2020 08:01 PM
โ29-12-2020 08:01 PM
Hey @Former-Member and hi @Faith-and-Hope
things are difficult for me at the moment. It feels too hard most of the time but I am not suicidal. I do want to give up on trying to be โokโ and so spend most of my day curled up in a doona on the floor. I donโt really sleep much at night as I get night terrors and I find it difficulty to know if what is happening is real or not. I can feel, see,hear and smell things although I know from when I was in hospital a few months ago and had these same things happening that it was all in my mind. Iโve been diagnosed with complex PTSD but that means nothing in terms of what to do next.
My ex says Iโm no longer fit to look after the kids so I only get to see them for one hour a week at the moment which is difficult. He said that as I prove more and more that I am ok, and donโt go back to hospital, that I will gradually be able to see them more.
it is very lonely. I have been seeing a psych weekly however I donโt feel it has been helping very much. She has said that I can take my dog to the next session to help me feel more confident to talk which I think might really help me open up about what is going on.
I hope your your visit with your friend was good. I got out for a walk but there werenโt many birds just frogs. They are so loud in the early morning. Thanks for including me. It is nice to feel heard and supported.
โ29-12-2020 08:18 PM
โ29-12-2020 08:18 PM
We all need that @Former-Member. I have been here a few years now, and my circumstances have changed dramatically in that time. The support I have received here has been invaluable across it all.
โ29-12-2020 08:23 PM
โ29-12-2020 08:23 PM
โWhen my heart is overwhelmed
lead me to the rock
that is higher than I...โ
โ29-12-2020 10:19 PM
โ29-12-2020 10:19 PM
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