08-08-2018 06:54 AM
08-08-2018 06:54 AM
08-08-2018 09:02 AM
08-08-2018 02:10 PM
08-08-2018 02:10 PM
I have fallen in to a shaft of chaos
Where everything thing is never as it seems
Everytime I think I hit rock bottom the floor gives way again
08-08-2018 08:14 PM
08-08-2018 08:14 PM
This is my broken alleluia song
I have no place to call my home
No family to call my own
I have a history stained by sin
A distressing state I'm in
A flower doesn't shrink in shame
At the mention of my name
The stars in the sky don't pass me by
Even when I have to cry
My broken alleluia song
No matter what the future brings
I will always hear the magpie sing
It doesn't matter what's being said
Or the chatter inside my head
I will never keep pace
With the human race
My broken alleluia song
My broken alleluia song
08-08-2018 08:34 PM
14-08-2018 05:14 AM
14-08-2018 05:14 AM
14-08-2018 07:04 PM
14-08-2018 07:04 PM
Tears have doused the laval flow
That erupted in my chest
And melted the breath out of me
Yet again the jumble of words
Tied my tongue to my throat
And they tumbled out backwards
Forever misunderstood, misguided, misconstrued, missing & multiplicity staining the page,
Knees scraped from apologies stuck like gum to the bottom of my shoes,
Criss-cross lashes mark the multitude of worldly sins spoken,
Flesh feels no sting nor electric jolt of nervous fibres,
Pain is but a four letter word to describe emotions which don't exist here,
For feeling comes with cautions,
Roadblocks to another place,
Unattainable yet beautiful,
Which will never be the end of this tale
For although the fire is doused for now,
The molten lava has set the heart in stone,
And asphyxiated the brain of it's beloved oxygen,
There is nothing left but to pick up the charred, molten mess
And close the stone eyes that stare forevermore
14-08-2018 07:15 PM
15-08-2018 06:08 AM
16-08-2018 05:32 PM
16-08-2018 05:32 PM
Nowhere to turn
Every thought inside me churns
Have I become this hard to see
Clearly invisible to everyone but me
Maybe my darkness
Has built a wall
somewhere I hide
Afraid of it all
Beyond trying
Always crying
Have I become this hard to see
I know I've lost my way
I don't even like the light of day
My soul is broken
Too many empty words spoken
It seems humanity
Has no place for me
Have I become this hard to see
Clearly invisible to everyone but me
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