A long rave

[Sans911]

@Teej 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[Shaz51]

thank you @Exoplanet, for your lovely message

I had a smile when I saw the (Mum is improving to the bossy stage ) ha ha it is a good sign xx

how are you today xx

[eth]

Love to you @Teej  lovely to hear your seedlings survived and are still growing.  Sometimes it's the little things 

Greetings also to @saturnzoon and @Sans911

[Sans911]

Hi @eth it's really lovely to hear from you. It's been a long time, but I do read about you from time to time. I've shrunk away from my ramblings all over the forums into my little corner of the world. Life has been challenging in the last 9 months as I come out the other side of a year in hell.

[saturnzoon]

 Just finished my art group and was feeling good, then i get a phone call from my sons school asking where to meet  I then, contacted my older son to let him know where his brother would be and find out he's 20minutes away, I asked why he's not at his school, and just says he has other stuff to do an d that his brother is no his kid. 

I had to hang up on him cause I just wanted to ××

I asked him this morning if he could pick him up and he said yes

So now my mood has changedand i feel hurt and angry at my older son for what he said.

[PeppiPatty]

Dear @eth @Shaz51 @Sans911@saturnzoon@Mazarita @Dadcaringalone @GreenT. @greenpea  @Zoe1 @Zoe7 @Maggie @Former-Member @Former-Member @smartypants @Former-Member @Jacques @Former-Member t @eth @Baboo @Former-Member @Appleblossom 

 @TAB @Splash @plasmo @saturnzoon @BAndy @Bandit1 @Banjo56 @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Exoplanet @tabby @Chattabox @MoonGal @Kurra @Teej

unbelieveable. My special husband.. For quite a while, maybe a year, my partner in crime ( lol) marriage has been really hard work. It all went ahead in the last 24 hours and he had a meltdown and blew all my pay yesterday...... 

I drove away and just sat in the car at Woolworths and went in like a daze and got him some cologne that he was having a wig out about. 

I got back, apologised to my wonderful FIL ( father in law) and Mr Buddha says that he thinks he's been wiggling out too much and he will go to hospital for a couple of weeks to get his medication changed. 

He he rang the psych hospital and they agreed that he has been aggressive. He says that he feels that he's going through a mid aged crisis .......we are going in 2 pm to book him a bed. It might take a little while/ a few days for him to get a bed. 

I feel eel sick with relief. I'm being heard. 

Everyone ..........check out The Australian Story on Dr Gregory Smith . Great stuff. 

[PeppiPatty]

@Teej iis good to see you ....... 

[TAB]

Geez @PeppiPatty at least its sick with relief

[PeppiPatty]

Hey @TAB 

Thanx. He was talking suicide a couple of weeks ago but there was nothing I could do. I got him an appointment with a new GP ........ 

He had to come to the realisation himself. 

How are you my friend ? How is work ? 

[TAB]

Omg heavy stuff @PeppiPatty .. just catching my breath here had top up medical chol etc cos old for certain site. Results too slow for their timeframe . Gave me other work ie next week now got 2 wks out bush. Been crook ish well enough to refuse work this week but it worked out better than could have imagined