Sorry My angel, i read your post, but was washing the car, so i could not stop.
I didn't manage a sleep but i am so exhausted, i was exhaused in the first 10 min, i only mowed 5-6 strips of lawn and i felt so drained, but i forced myself to push on, i am paying for it now, sneezing, ichy eyes and aching wrist.
Karen it is funny you should mention chronic fatigue syndrome, my mother only said at lunch time that she thinks i suffer from the illness too, i sleep so much but am always tired, it could be the medication, but sometimes i wonder.
Karen Maybe it is our bodies way of telling us to slow down, or it is a way for the brain to cope with the daily trauma, i know the more i push myself the more Lethargic i become.
My angel, please don't be sorry i disassociate too, quite alot i hate to say, i think this is another coping mechanism for our brains.
Please be kind to yourself, remember you are not alone with this, i have the same thoguhts, the same feelings, the same emotions.
You are a great friend, i would so like to hug you and tell you everything will be alright, remember it is just the illness.
Be safe my angel, i hope this afternoon is kind to you.
your friend
Jacques
, but what else?