14th year house bound

[Appleblossom]

What a fantastic idea @Jacques to dedicate some physical space and growing things irl to your special friendship with @hiddenite.  

Making things from our minds and imaginations, and now more recently from cyberspace, manifest in physical reality is important.

@Former-Member I always liked reading your posts and am so glad you have become active on forum again. You have a lot of qualities of compassion, resilience and humour. Yes I would love to be friends with you too. 

My posts can vary a lot as I have such a busy head ... I am just trying to put things out there and share ... I never mean any harm to vulnerable people ... I have adopted this forum as my tribe ...and just trying to integrate all the different aspects of myself ...

[PeppiPatty]

Dear @Former-Member

It was really lovely reading this message to @Jacques that you wrote....

It also.....feels like a little bit of your anger has gone away.....just a little has dripped out. Is it because darling @Jacques strikes a chord with you??

I love how you express yourself..........

Love A

[hiddenite]

Hi Jacques I hope your having a nice day in the garden. I feel so honored to have something named after me thank you.
yesterday must have been a shock I hope today is better for you.
take care stay safe
karen

[Jacques]

Karen my angel,  what is wrong,  you have gone quiet,  and your messages are worrying me? 

[hiddenite]

I don't know what is wrong. Im lower than ever. I think its the stress of being in hospital.

[Jacques]

oh Karen,  i can only imagine how hard it must be for you,   try to keep telling yourself not long to go now. 

i will try to post more to give you something to read

[hiddenite]

One of the male patients attacked a female staff last night unfortunately I was there to see it.
I just cant trust men they scare me so much.

[hiddenite]

No offense Jacques you are different.

[Jacques]

oh no Karen why didn't you talk to me,  that is so terrible.   remember not all men are like that,  i would never hurt a woman. 

i am here for you my angel.   please be safe

[hiddenite]

I don't want to worry you j you've got enough going on.