I'm sorry you were so isolated growing, it must have been very difficult. My stepmother grew up isolated too, her mother, eventhough she was very loving, made Mum practise piano and study hour upon hour every day. Fortunately Mum loved music and the piano, a love that ensures to this day, but it marked her terribly throughout her life, she felt awfully alone much of her life because she didn't get to learn to socialise and be spontaneously creative with others for a long time. That's why play is so important, it's part of how we learn to nurture and be nurtured by others, and so much emotional understanding and development comes from that...but you get toake that journey now, and it's exciting.
Listen to the song, and let it take you on a journey. Start playing. Tell me where your mind goes when you're listening to it. I keep seeing Grieg at his piano, pouring all his love into it.
